Hopeful

STOP THINKING 'BOUT YOU!!

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Sulit

Sulit sekali rasanya jika ingin posting. Entah, kalau ingin menulis sesuatu di blog, saya perlu berpikir keras untuk apa yang akan saya tulis nanti di sini. Bahkan terkadang, saya perlu menuliskannya terlebih dahulu di word, sungguh aneh!

Well, now I just wanna someone to know me, to know the truth about my feeling. I don't  know how to show him about this. I think, with my acts to him, it's enough to show that I... hem okay just forget it! Probably, he'll never understand and careless about it, and I'm here just hope that someday he'll know about this.

If 'you' read this, or something else in my blog, I think you'll understand what I mean, and I hope so.

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What Have I Done?

What have I done to you? Do I really have a big mistake? Tell me what I’ve done! I don’t know why you act like this, and I don’t know what am I supposed to do?!

Okay, I’m sorry if I really have a big mistake to you. Hey, we’re just a human who aren’t perfect, each people has weaknesses!

Can you act properly with me? I’ve tried a thousand ways to act properly with you, but you don’t! I know sometimes you respond me, but I can see on the other side you still hate me although just at glance.

Please, don’t do this! Let ‘them’ go away! And let’s be friend. I wanna close to you like the others!

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The Same Guy

Friend, I know it’s wrong! You’re my friend—my best friend, but I can’t lie, I can’t hide this anymore. Forgive me because I fall for someone who you love too. I don’t mean to hurt you, Friend, I know you love him too.

It’s only him that can open my eyes to see the world, to see that so many guys in this world. And now I know he’s my type! Oh, my goodness! We love the same guy! We have the same story about him!

I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.

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And Now I Know

Satu hal yang sejak dulu selalu saya takutkan!

Entah kapan rasa itu datang, tapi saya mulai yakin, kalau sekarang saya memang benar-benar menyukainya. Sudah sangat menyukainya? Atau amat sangat menyukainya?

Ya, sejujurnya memang sejak dulu saya menyukainya, tapi kata menyukainya itu bisa diganti sebagai ‘mengagumi’. Yep, memang awalnya saya hanya kagum padanya, tapi semakin lama semakin menjadi! Saya selalu menahan dan meyakinkan diri sendiri untuk tidak lebih dari itu.

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